going away...

...for the weekend. we're goint to my grandparents'. i'm not eternally excited, cause i'm left out of the 'Welcome home Patrik' and the 'Happy 18th birthday Matyi' parties. fabolous. anyway, i have a lot of schoolwork to do. we're going off the beaten track soo :D yeah, i'm not gonna be available till Sunday. fabolous! have a nice weekend, bitches.

I... I... wow. I can't even speak. DEMI, YOU DID IT! Oh gosh this album.. i was crying and laughing and all shit and GAAAH. This girl is truly unbelieveable. I'd risk saying that this is the album of the year. LOVE YOU DEMI!

Sunday you lay comatose, I wouldn’t be surprised if you’d overdosed

that's it. i'm gonna give up.i had a whole fuckin week but no, i had to just lay around... now i'm paying for it. i hate being absent. i truly does. don't get me wrong, i love staying at home and doing nothin but shit, but this amount of work... arrgh. i can't even... nevermind. so yeah. yesterday. i was a bit off. i didn't get drunk since my birthday in april. until yesterday. yeah, and it was worse than my BD, cause i'm not gonna lie, i threw up. i'm not proud of it, but it happened. now i'm just sitting in my room, completely numb, bawling my eyes out cause i don't know shit for school tomorrow. and i don't get to see a Jonas concert. i'm never gonna get a chance to make my biggest wish come true. and that sucks. hard.

Il Finesettimana

This week was sooo boring. I was sick, so i didn't go to school. Now I have a shit load of work to do... My family is away for the weekend, they're visiting some friends. I'm staying home. I have a lot of work around the house, and i don't even want to think about homework. I wish I could just go to Amrecia (New York, to be exact) and be a teen star or something... It'd be fun. I just... tired. Really tired. BUT! I'm going to a party tonight. And i'm gonna party hard. My love's gonna be 18 on Thursday :)) I love him. <3 that little whiny bitch. :))

Just In Love

At first, I was like, GTFO bitch, why are you kissing him? but then I realized I'll never have a chance, it's just a healthy crush. Every girl has it, right? so yes, french bitch, you can kiss him. Anyway, I like his bro better ;)

Opening

I'm always wondering why people lead personal blogs. Why do you want strangers to read your thoughts, your dreams, your secrets? And I might have found the answer... You want to be seen as an interesting human being. You need to have a secret persona, you need to share your unspoken thoughts with the World. And there's nothing wrong with it. But once you start a blog, it never remains your secret. You always tell about it to at least one friend of yours. someone who knows you, but when that someone reads your blog, starts wondering: is it really her blog? Did she really write that? Was that one sentence referring to me? These are questions that are going to be unanswered for a long time. Maybe forever. But you will always know why are you writing down your most cherised dreams/thoughts/plans. And that's the way it's supposed to be.